YESTERDAY!
planned to meet Starfish at
woodlands library at like one plus.
in the end,
i meet him at three.
thanks to SOMBODY!
who made us go all the way to toa payoh
to meet her!
and she left.
without telling us.
bitch.
she went to go and play pool,
when she called and asked when is our train coming,
and we told her it was coming in 2 minutes!
and she left!
she LEFT!
ugh, so pissed.
shall not spoil my day thinking bout it.

anyway, im sorry for being so late again, starfish!



anyway,
went to study for awhile at the library.
it was a little productive.
haha.
after that,
we went to church at about five
to see the Jeremy and all practise for
Feast Day performance.
so cool so cool!
i learned how to play the drums!
thanks to Jeremy (:
and Bernard and Larris
were singing away!



at 7.30 there was Praise and Worship.
it lasted till about 10.
it was gooooood!
Living Waters crashed at Al-Ameen!
FUN FUN FUN!
everyone was staring at us
cause we were laughing so madly and loudly.
i love em i love em. ((:



later,
Angel sent me all the way home.
thanks thanks!
and i love your PDA phone.
so cooool!
i want a windows media player in my phone!
im gonna steal it.
soon.
muahahaha!

check this out.

damn cute!

credits to Shu Ping.

i answered all the questions correctly okay!

haha.

therefore,

i am not dumb.

i am not loser.

HAHA!

went out with sab today! (((((((((:
with bea, hk, shu, shu's boyfriend
and evan and airhead ernie came later.



the whole time
we kept saying "Be a man! Do the right thing!"
for those of you who have watched the comedy,
you'll get what im talking about.
haha. damn funny please!



we went to yoshinoya for dinner.
and had the beef bowls.
sab said the beef looked like
a jellyfish!
when i thought it looked like
a rainbow and bacon.
it does rightttt!



and if you ever go to yoshinoya,
please do not drink the lime juice.

i repeat

please do not drink the lime juice!
it is green and sour
and has mucus in it.
yuckkk.
im getting disgusted.



sab: PEE-TEE-ASS!

yes, and it has only been 2 hours ago.

haha.

i still think the beef looks like

rainbow.

look carefully.

it does!

and i miss mayor.

have you told him i miss him yet?

muahahaha.

thanks for today.

i had fun!

BE A MAN!

DO THE RIGHT THING!

(((((: loveeee-

i went for basketball training today!

surprised? (:

mr tan was at training.

and it was embarrassing again.

me and sherlyn: mr tan zao!

mr tan: uh uh. zao! -holds my hand

me: -shocked look

mr tan: ni you nan peng you ma?

(do you have a boyfriend?)

me: mei you mei you! -shakes head furiously

mr tan: wo ke yi zhui ni ma?

(can i go after you?)

me: urrrr. -shakes head furiously, again.

and my sister just had to laugh at me.

roars.

he always does that!

he even asked me if i had AIDS once.

and he claims that i have a boyfriend,

and he sees us holding hands in a park.

haha.

anyway, training was tiring today.

started off with 20 sets

of shuttle run and shuffle backs.

and it was four corners right after.

and the normal 3 on 3.

i was feeling very giddy.

so i sat out.

the sun was scorching!

all of us ended up with a throbbing headache after that.

we washed our hairs at the taps!

so fun!

pantene hairfall shampoo is nice!

haha.

after that,

went to thomson to eat prata!

we were so full after that!

we even ordered chicken

which was super expensive!

like $3 for one!

mummy and giorgio came after that

for lunch.

and mummy suggested that i attend

holy spirit church instead.

i nearly died of a heart attack when i heard that.

and she gave me that

i-know-why-you-dont-wanna-go-there look.

hur hur.

off to tuition now.

later!

i am going to study everyday from now on!
(((((((((:
and pray that il do well for my prelims,
and not forgetting
most importantly,
the O LEVELS!



my mum just signed me up for
science tuition.
so now,
i have no free time to go out whatsoever.
my life's boring.
ughhhh.
i just hope this boredom
would end after secondary four.
and id go to a good poly or jc
and slackkkkkkkk.



i shall make some shoutouts!
cause im bored..



shu ping: babe, dont think so much.
you still have me no matter what.
il stand by you through it all.
but nothing's gonna happen alright!
it's just your imagination!
it's just your imagination! (:
oh, remember!
guys are bastards! haha.
well, most of them.
i love you, soulmate!
we havent gone out for ages.
i miss you.
fffffck.



bea: PEEEE- AL!
wo hao xiang ni orh! (:

EVERYBODY!
LISTEN!
there is no more chinese tests or whatsoever
for happy little me anymore!
because i just had my chinese O levels today!
and i must say,
it went quite well.
but im still depressed over the tian xie and zhao ju part.
lets just say i misinterpreted the meanings of a word,
and got only one right for the tian xie.
it's simply ridiculous to study
thousands of words and
only have five words that come out
from the paper.



the weather is so arf-ing HOT!

there are no clouds in the sky,

therefore, no cloud cover.

thus, the sun's heat rays lands on the ground

hitting me in return.

thus, i feel so hot!

we got back our report books at two today.

and you can just see the contrasting moods

after someone receives their results.

there is regret, sadness or anger

spilled all over her face.

i think my mum got so shocked

with my results that

she didnt say anything.

she was speechless?

traumatised?

give up on me?

i dont know.

i feel so disappointed in myself now.

when i dont study, my results are like crap.

when i study, the results remain the same- crap.

i dont wanna talk about it no more.

later.

so, i failed almost everything.

when i studied so arf-ing hard!

im drowning in disappointment.

and my parents just has to rub it in.

yes, so what if im stupid?

can you do anything about it?

instead of insulting me half the time,

why dont you go find out the real reason

why i cant study?

i wanna forget everything.

everything that ive been through with you.

those happy times,

and the sad ones as well.

i said i could forget you,

i lied.

you say i dont care,

until now,

you still dont get it.

MIDS ARE OVER!
- jumps around
ive never been so happy that
midyears are gone.
maybe it's just the feeling
of being in secfour.
that ive got to score and
actually put in effort
for exams and tests.



it was history today!
some cute cartoon came out for
source based!
and not surprisingly,
the appeasement and aggression
about germany came out.
i think mr ng kinda gave
us a lot of hints along the way.
xie xie ni ah!



mel had orals after that.
so we waited for her.
and amanda and peiyee
wanted to go all the way
to changi airport
to have swensens for lunch!
but in the end
we all went to bugis.
hao ying or!
haha! we kept doing that in the train
because of peiyee's boob joke.




ate deliciously good and sinful
ice cream at gelato!
splendid
the fererro flavour was the best.
ohhh, i love it i love it.
we went to billy bombers!
but me and mel decided to walk around
instead of eating.
had a blast with her
window shopping for clothes
and bikinis!

oh yes, sentosa outing with

my babes on monday!

cant wait cant wait! (:

but firstt,

i gotta shed my flabs.

i havent blogged for a million years!

i just made a promise to myself
that "i shall not go online".
BUT, im online.
i cant resist it.
the computer is just right in front of me.
even when im studying.
because..
it is on my table.
i should move it.
or maybe i should just study somewhere else.


i cried.
maybe im just stressed.
or maybe it's because of some people.
i am trying to complete this
stuuuupid geography presentation,
and there you are
laughing and doing your own stuff.
i highlighted the points,
i wrote out the notes,
and what did you do?
NOTHING!
and then you can tell me
what im doing is wrong?
why dont you do it yourself!
or why dont you tell me im wrong,
when i asked you first.
and now you can tell your
so-called-friends that im just creating a commotion?
like hello!
you are suppose to do it too.
because..
it is a $%&@ group work!


you think you are oh-so-great.
and youre all so perfect.
everyone loves you.
your 'friends' loves you.
but guess what,
i dont think so.


ohmygod.
i should not brood over such a silly matter.
i love my blacky, morons, honey, fiancee,
meowmeow, natthemad, mummy,
and of course my darling pl.

i shall study a lot.
i shall be a nerd.
i shall not go out and shop.
i shall not use my phone, unless i really have to.
i shall not procrastinate.
i shall not sleep early.
i shall do all my homework.
i shall revise my work.
i shall not sleep in class.
i shall lose weight.
i shall grow taller.
and i shall not go online, unless theres a need.